
<3
i love that i hate you a little.
i hate you a little because:
you make me nervous and excited at the same time.
you make me dangerous and cautios at the same time.
you make me vulnerable and comfortable at the same time.
but at the same time, you’re the only one who does that to me.
and i wouldnt have it any other way.
because you challenge me to be the me that i once was before someone turned me into the me they wanted me to be. and i dont want to be that version of myself anymore. i dont want to please him anymore. i want to please you. and i will.